...but mostly i wanted to say it the last night i saw you.
I wanted so badly to tell you that... the words each time graced my lips like an imposter only to fall away like some great lizard that was taken out to sea to reign its fury on the dark ocean alone, unbeknownst to any hearing. I pray that you can hear them for what they are, feel them for what they are and not mar them with the knowledge that they stand apart from your ability to reciprocate them.
I know you'll be okay and soon i will be too; and maybe just maybe if god so desires the day will come when as friends we will find ourselves accidentally strolling along the white cliffs of dover. we will look into each other's eyes and know it is today, it is today. And whether that day is tomorrow or next week or next year or next lifetime i will finally get to tell you.
Choco and milk.
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