How many really nice people have you ever met?

Let me kiss you

There’s a place in the sun for anyone who has the will to chase one and i think i've found mine. Yes, i do believe i have found mine. So close your eyes and think of someone you physically admire and let me kiss you.

I've zig-zagged all over america and i cannot find a safety heaven. Say would you let me cry, on your shoulder... I've heard that you’ll try anything twice. Close your eyes and think of someone you physically admire and let me kiss you. But then you open your eyes, and you see someone that you physically despise but my heart is open.

My heart is open to you.

I've wanted to tell you for awhile now.

...but mostly i wanted to say it the last night i saw you.

I wanted so badly to tell you that... the words each time graced my lips like an imposter only to fall away like some great lizard that was taken out to sea to reign its fury on the dark ocean alone, unbeknownst to any hearing. I pray that you can hear them for what they are, feel them for what they are and not mar them with the knowledge that they stand apart from your ability to reciprocate them.

I know you'll be okay and soon i will be too; and maybe just maybe if god so desires the day will come when as friends we will find ourselves accidentally strolling along the white cliffs of dover. we will look into each other's eyes and know it is today, it is today. And whether that day is tomorrow or next week or next year or next lifetime i will finally get to tell you.




Choco and milk.

waited for.

all I've known

all I've done

all I've felt was leading to This.